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July 18, 2008
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July 18, 2008
I cannot take this anymore! (huh, One Step Closer, I KNOW :D) ...
...just can't! How can I be so bored and hopeless with no appetite for living, for doing anything AT ALL? TELL ME!? And my stupid luck... I can't believe that only I can't get better. I don't know if it's this teenage thing that I'm going through right now but this has to stop! It just has to stop, for God's sake! ...
Everyday's the same! In the morning I get up - I'm not hungry, I wanna do nothing. Everything that I like fells apart. I get pissed for nothing. I even start getting angry at my mom and she doesn't do anything to me. I have no friends.... One word - misery!
What's wrong with me? How can I be so "blank" and indifferent? How can nothing matter to me anymore? EVEN LP can't help me now... Like they say: "I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter. I had to fall and lose it all but in the end it doesn't even matter." ...
And I don't even know why I'm writing this when I know that no one will read it anyway. Pf, fuck this...